Hey, snob.

We don't have to be friends or at least pretend to be friends if you don't want to. I'm fine with or without you. Snob.

It's one thing to feel lonely when you're alone, all by yourself. It's another thing when you're lonely in a crowd. I think the latter's worse.

I miss my mom because I know that with her around, I don't have to worry about who to go to the cemetery with. Now, I have to look for someone to "adopt" me. It's not something I like to do. I don't like inviting myself. But, you know, most of my relatives barely care to ask who I'm going with, so I have no choice but to ask around. I can't go by myself because I don't know the way and parking's a bitch.

I know this post might be a little OA but I just feel so out of place sometimes. I miss all the people that made me feel like I belonged. I miss the people who never thought twice about asking me if I wanted to come, who cared about my whereabouts. I miss the people who included me in their plans.